Holy f**k, it’s actually been a long time. So my last update was pretty down in the dumps besides a slight transition into Matty, and I’m pleased to say that a LOT of shit has been on the up! I’m f**king Matthias now. I officially changed my name at the start of this year (the … More AND WHEN I COME BACK FIGHTING.
So, apologies as usual for not posting in AGES, but I expect most readers to be used to this. There are so many things to update that I’m not even sure what the last bits and bobs were… But, here goes, the good, the bad, and the ugly parts of my life: 1 – I … More WHEN I SINK BELOW
I needed this kick in the feels because I have been feeling like such a mess, switching from distant and depressed to almost too much and, I forgot how immense these guys were. To be honest I’m listening to stuff from Conventional Weapons and holy shit, I am really upset that I never saw them … More THANK YOU MCR.
Guess who is off work for a couple of days (at the least) because they f**ked up their leg and got put on crutches and rest? MOI! I am such a div -_- So I suppose I should use these few days to reconnect to things I used to really enjoy (or at least try). … More CRUTCHES
This has been plaguing me for months. How the hell do I tell my parents that I want them to use male pronouns when addressing me? Or that I want them to use those but actually I don’t identify as male, but I am non-binary and would prefer to be masculine presenting most days. I … More HOW CAN I TELL YOU?
I have no energy to deal with this anymore. How many more lies and stories can someone tell just to keep you around? Because this has been going on for so long and I don’t know how to leave but I really can’t keep hearing this shit. I don’t care. I don’t feel the same. … More WITHOUT HIM.
for adults. I am certain, that when I was younger we had a baby names book that had the list of possible names in for when my sister and I were born. I wish I could find it again because sometimes I would like to know for certain what it said in there for if … More BABY NAMES