THANK YOU MCR.

I needed this kick in the feels because I have been feeling like such a mess, switching from distant and depressed to almost too much and, I forgot how immense these guys were. To be honest I’m listening to stuff from Conventional Weapons and holy shit, I am really upset that I never saw them … More THANK YOU MCR.

CRUTCHES

Guess who is off work for a couple of days (at the least) because they f**ked up their leg and got put on crutches and rest? MOI! I am such a div -_- So I suppose I should use these few days to reconnect to things I used to really enjoy (or at least try). … More CRUTCHES

WITHOUT HIM.

I have no energy to deal with this anymore. How many more lies and stories can someone tell just to keep you around? Because this has been going on for so long and I don’t know how to leave but I really can’t keep hearing this shit. I don’t care. I don’t feel the same. … More WITHOUT HIM.

BABY NAMES

for adults. I am certain, that when I was younger we had a baby names book that had the list of possible names in for when my sister and I were born. I wish I could find it again because sometimes I would like to know for certain what it said in there for if … More BABY NAMES

NEW YEAR, NEW ME?

I tried to make my new year’s resolution to be “come out as some kind of gender f**k”. Some part of me feels like I have already failed because I keep fretting over what I actually identify as, as well as not having already come out within… the first ten days of the year. Thing … More NEW YEAR, NEW ME?